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[08 Sep 2007|02:36am] |
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I love the mixture of Jager and being off of work, It's a wonderful feeling. I am getting cable TV tomorrow....wow, and the bad thing is it is just to keep myself entertained because I do not own a computer and I have block so I cannot draw for sh*t. Anyone want me to draw a Pinup-ish version of them, give me a shout and I will do it! I need inspiration guys!
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| And this makes sense how? |
[31 Aug 2007|04:03pm] |
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Gunfire from "The Darkness" |
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So I'm stocking the cereal aisle at Wal-Mart and I happen to come upon a box of these. The first thing that comes to mind is WTF? I mean, I thought people ate granola bars to be healthier, not to have them smothered in chocolate, that sorta defeats the purpose of the granola bar in the first place doesn't it? Maybe I'm just behind in the times or something.
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| And so life goes on.... |
[28 Aug 2007|07:38pm] |
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Well, got into a huge fight with my fiance last night, needless to say we are not engaged anymore, I threw his ring out the back door and it cannot be found, I read/found a few things that were things that I would have rather not found out. We're still together after a long 8 hour conversation but we're "just dating" now. Sometimes I think I'd be better off in no relationship at all, just me, myself and I with a little bit of work. Yeah...work..I go there tonight.
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| I guess I am due for an update. |
[27 Aug 2007|05:44am] |
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R-Evolve::30 Seconds to Mars |
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Well lets see whats happened since I've written anything on here.
I got divorced.
Moved back to Louisiana.
Mom had my little brother. He just turned one.
I got my own apartment with new boyfriend John.
I get a job at Gamestop (third-key=management) woo!
I start smoking to spite John because he started smoking again and now the habit has stuck.
John commits suicide, I find him.
Apartment complex kicks me out because he committed suicide.
Michael and I start dating.
I find out I am pregnant.
Three months later I miscarry.
D&C number one, anesthesiologist fucks my back up by giving me a spinal block. (I felt that big ass needle scraping my spinal column, not a good feeling.)
D&C number one fails and I find out by loosing massive amounts of blood so I go in for D&C number two. This time they use gas to put me to sleep and shoot numbing stuff through an IV.
Michael takes care of me while I am recovering from the operations.
I we move about 3 or 4 times before we finally get our own place, meanwhile I am working as a stagehand.
I get a job at Circle K but quit a month later because my manager sucked at her Job and left me alone in the store on a Wednesday afternoon after church hours. Causing me to have a nervous breakdown.
I apply for wal-mart.
I get hired at wal-mart.
I start working full time at wal-mart, now I have no life, yay!
I find out wal-mart consumes your body when you are working Graveyard shift in-stock (stocking), my weight has withered to 114, I'm now underweight and I've gotten taller :[. Somewhere between 5'11 and 6' now. Geez.
I turn 20! No more teenage years.
My grandma goes into the emergency room for severe pains.
My parents now live with her to constantly take care of her because someone always has to be there. Her spinal deterioration has gotten critical. Her spinal column is no longer straight.
I have no life still and I still work at Wal-Mart!
But I am getting a 2001 Sunfire, My first car of my very own. I dont count the one I had in texas it wasnt in my name ;p.
Yeah....More updates later I guess.
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| Happeh birthday melleh! |
[27 Aug 2007|05:42am] |
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Smile hon and have a good day for me :], sorry we don't talk as much as we used to but I'm never online, always working blegh. ♥
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| ITS ALIVE |
[14 Apr 2007|11:00pm] |
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Yeah, I'm still around, just too busy for computer, working at circle K now full time also still doing the stagehand job >.>;. Not much to say really.
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| Allergies |
[10 Oct 2006|01:55pm] |
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Egh...my ears are killing me..and I have a headache...
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| Garlic Pickle |
[27 Sep 2006|01:42am] |
MUAhahahaha, I am still alive. Goodbye.
-Synthe-
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| Weekend/Over |
[11 Sep 2006|02:56am] |
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Chopin-Nocturne in G minor |
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Well, this weekend was a pretty busy one I guess, I have not been home that much at all, I have been at my parents house, the movies, wal-mart, El-Dorado (casino), Party City, Wal-Mart some more, and other places a lot, I drank a little and slept less, and now I have some killer cramps and nothing to kill the pain with :[. Other than that It was fun, I go back to work tomorrow, and all that fun stuff. Yeah, not too much else to say because I'm not a very exciting person and yeah. Later, love ya guys, Mandi.
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| Psst I'm alive. |
[07 Sep 2006|07:10pm] |
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Yep......not much to say, I'm tired and work a lot and yeah...
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| Patheti-cism |
[02 Jun 2006|12:00pm] |
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My definition:
Sitting here,
Feeling shitty,
my heart feels heavy yet hollow
It even tends to beat slower than normal
I have slept but feel unrest
My brain still races
I've been tempted to bang my head on my desk/table/thing manytimes
But then, I'd wake everyone up.
-Synthe™-
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[10 May 2006|09:38pm] |
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Andraculoid- Self Analysis |
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Well, here is what is currently going on in this thing I call a life.
1. I am still working at Dairy Queen, yes I know shocking, It's been almost two months but to no ones suprise not even my own, I tried quitting and was called two days later by my manager asking me to come back, well actually, asking Joe to tell me that I was more than welcome to come back and that they would greatly appreciate me coming back, damn that makes me feel so loved, anyways, I now work night's there, ahh the fun of working nights, they threw me in the kitchen, thats sorta entertaining, especially on those days where you know if you're going to be behind the counter for too long you are going to slap one of the customers in the face, yes, so, with my newly aquired co-workers we delve in to strange conversation about their old jobs, the one with the most interesting stories of course the ex-dancer. For a while I was getting 36 hours a week with only a day off from there most days I was working over my schedules time, and now I am watching my hours and my paycheck dwindle down to nothing again, 30 hours, and I am being sent home early because we are always dead. Yeah, I need to find a second job that doesn't suck ass, which comes to another long winded paragraph about very boring things.
2. Yes, I have read a few ADs in the paper about Nightclubs that are hiring entertainers and waitresses for 300-1000 dollars a night, the thought of becoming a waitress is becoming very tempting though I would not be making as much as the "Entertainer." I am too ashamed of myself to even think about applying to be one, I have little self confidence (sp?) :D. I don't really think I will end up working there in the longrun because Joe is not comfortable with me working there.
3. My mother is PREGNANT, infact she is 7 and a half months! I am going to have another brother, and whats weirder is when I am in my later thirties he is going to be 18, wow, thats an odd thought. It's ok though, I had a conversation about how I was going to be the cool older sister that the younger ones like to come stay with when they need to get away from home, if he doesn't end up being exactly opposite of how I am, yes.....
Well other than what I have talked about, there isn't much else to say other than Joe and I are now married Legally so I am now someones wife and I have a husband, it's weird trying to talk about it in conversation because I am not used to saying "my husband" so i still slip up and say "my boyfriend" or "my fiance". Anyways, Married Life as Mrs. Burk isnt really any different than it was before. Yeah, I lead such an exciting life, I know.
Love you all, and thanks for wasting a few minutes of your life to see whats going on with mine.
♥ Synthe™
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| Memoirs of a Geisha |
[21 Apr 2006|10:41pm] |
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OMFG! I saw Memoirs of a Geisha today and I LOVE it. It is now one of my all time favorite movies, I also got to see Silent Hill as well, both were very good and silent hill did not let down my four year anticipation but I liked Memoirs of a Geisha Way more. Thought I would bother you with that. Love ya guys.
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| Accepted at SG! |
[18 Apr 2006|11:23pm] |
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Omfg, I applied and I just got the acceptance Email. :D Now I just need to do a set XD.
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| To My Friends |
[16 Apr 2006|07:20pm] |
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For those of you who I am friended with and who have friended me, thank you :], I love you guys, though I dont get on here much yeah, you help me a lot :].
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| So sick of it. |
[29 Mar 2006|10:01am] |
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I am getting so fucking sick of me having a job and him not, and I have to ask him to help me find a ride because I Dont really know anyone down here all that well and he gets pissed at me, the house doesnt get cleaned, the dishes dont get washed until 3 days after the sink sits full of them, I guess everyone expects me to come in from work and clean the shit. Most of the time everyone is here, they are perfectly able to do that shit, why they dont I have no idea, It may be because I am the only female of the house AND I am the youngest here too so I am expected to be everyone elses "Bitch." Ontop of this I hate my job but I need the money badly for bills so I HAVE to put up with this shit, sometimes I wish I would have never left shreveport, I'd probably have a fucking nice car by now and be making 12 bucks an hour doing that same phone tech thing for gateway.....
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| Undercut |
[26 Mar 2006|12:39am] |
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carlos Mencia- no strings attached |
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Yeah I have an undercut, here it is.
It is so hot I would fuck myself on the spot, I love it ♥
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| Right Brained like a mofo. |
[15 Mar 2006|02:13pm] |
I already knew the answer but decided to be nosy.
You Are 20% Left Brained, 80% Right Brained |
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
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| Damn it all. |
[17 Feb 2006|09:16am] |
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Someone pull me out of this hole, I can't sleep I can't eat, all i can do is think damnit. -.-
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